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"Empty Heart"
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 Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 9:04 pm Post subject: Lost |
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Im lost right now.......trying not to do anything to myself because of my feelings inside and the voices that say I am no good. I dont know why I am even writing.....maybe thinking that if I write it and see it.......
Then I wont cut, or harm myself???
I HATE WHAT I FEEL INSIDE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
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"Empty Heart"
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Thank-you.......
I think I love people way too much, I need to listen more to my inside voices because they are always right. One way or another.......tomorrow is going to be the "dawn of the end for me" And I am so scared.
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"Empty Heart"
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I am not well.......
and tomorrow I will know how not well I am. And Im scared. And the person that I care about when she gets nervous and scared.....she runs. And I really need her right now........only I know what she is doing cause she hates facing things.
So it really doesnt matter....
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"Empty Heart"
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You know alot of people have said that to me.......people that I care about but.......
why doesnt it ever feel like it???
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I dunno. I have that problem too. But it matters cuz you matter
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"Empty Heart"
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I think we both knowthe truth on that matter 
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