| View previous topic :: View next topic |
| Author |
Message |
"Empty Heart"
Senior Member
Joined: 25 Mar 2009
Posts: 572
Location: East Coast
|
 Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:33 pm Post subject: |
 |
|
Im trying only the voice is stronger.....then me. and I cant win. Ive lost again this has become the summer when I was 13...only Im older now. I think???  Hes back and Ive lost control...I am that 13yr old all over again.
_________________
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
lynn-1963@live.com |
|
| Back to top |
|
 |
Rosie
Posting Freak
Joined: 30 Aug 2006
Posts: 7058
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:33 pm Post subject: |
|
|
honey you are older! you are an adult. you are a woman. you can stand up and tell him no. do what i cant seem to do. tell him no, lyn. stand your ground and tell him no.
_________________
http://tashabauer.daportfolio.com/
Almost scary isn't it? |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
"Empty Heart"
Senior Member
Joined: 25 Mar 2009
Posts: 572
Location: East Coast
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:35 pm Post subject: |
|
|
I have tried, the black and blue bruises on my arm say so....but I still loose
_________________
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
lynn-1963@live.com |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
Rosie
Posting Freak
Joined: 30 Aug 2006
Posts: 7058
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
"Empty Heart"
Senior Member
Joined: 25 Mar 2009
Posts: 572
Location: East Coast
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:39 pm Post subject: |
|
|
He did.....hes back in my life, not by my choice. He works were I work now.
_________________
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
lynn-1963@live.com |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
Rosie
Posting Freak
Joined: 30 Aug 2006
Posts: 7058
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:40 pm Post subject: |
|
|
no. tell someone. dont you dare let him hurt you. tell. lyn you have to tell honey.
_________________
http://tashabauer.daportfolio.com/
Almost scary isn't it? |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
"Empty Heart"
Senior Member
Joined: 25 Mar 2009
Posts: 572
Location: East Coast
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:43 pm Post subject: |
|
|
he will hurt me worse, he has a temper..im scared
_________________
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
lynn-1963@live.com |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
Taubah
Posting Freak
Joined: 06 May 2008
Posts: 1239
Location: Indiana
|
| Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 11:53 pm Post subject: |
|
|
are you in therapy lyn? are you seeing anyone for help?
_________________
Parched. dry. i run-
across your soul.
the faceless me i chase,
voiceless and untold.
~Taubah |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
"Empty Heart"
Senior Member
Joined: 25 Mar 2009
Posts: 572
Location: East Coast
|
| Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 12:52 am Post subject: |
|
|
I find this very hard to talk about because of whats happening all over again. I mean how am I surviving like the rest of you, when I am only giving up and giving in to him.
_________________
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words left unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeated inside my head.
lynn-1963@live.com |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
Taubah
Posting Freak
Joined: 06 May 2008
Posts: 1239
Location: Indiana
|
| Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 1:50 am Post subject: |
|
|
because you are usig your words. THAT is fighting. THAT is surviving. You aren't keeping it a secret, you are using your voice, and you keep coming here you will get stronger and stronger... i know you find it hard. it IS hard but you can do it, and i know you will.
_________________
Parched. dry. i run-
across your soul.
the faceless me i chase,
voiceless and untold.
~Taubah |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
Memberlist
Profile
Usergroups
Log in to check your private messages
Log in
Register
