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PostPosted: Tue Nov 23, 2010 1:46 am    Post subject: Forever Reply with quote

I was raped and molested by my female family member... I was a toddler

I was one of many molested by a neighborhood old guy for yrs... I was a preteen

Still a pre teen ....I found out my father... half my dna... my blood ... which I never have met...molested my sister
(is it sad to say I still want to meet him one day ..Im soo sorry sis)
I became an adult at that moment...
an adult with no identiy

One half of me is/was held captive by the abuse of my past
the other half with the abusers blood that gave the same pain other half knows all to well....

Forever is tomorrow... pain is forever
.. and now I know that the feeling of someone watching you behind the mirror before i shower isnt healthy ...

And me flinching everytime he touches me ... isnt healthy either...

But I smile as if if my lips were an eraser... erasing the words that have yet to come
or as if my lips were the only key to forever ...
Bc if I could change the definition of forever yesterday
Forever would be free
and Tommorow I would fly ...
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