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PostPosted: Fri Sep 03, 2010 8:25 pm    Post subject: nothing Reply with quote

Nothing

I could have done
I could have been
Someone like the others
Someone who for a moment
Played the part of hope
I should have ripped
The mask of misery
That drowned me
In lies of shame

Instead I chose
To play it fake
To rid myself
Of every mistake
To ignore the pain
To live as a lie
Hurting myself
I didnít even try

Burning embers
Scorched my soul
The death of ashes
Carried away home
The salty tears
Smudged the concealed
Tearing open
The chest of disgrace

Often called
Never addressed
Longed for
But kept repressed
Sought after
Ignoring the help
In fear of
The past repeating itself
A selfish ambition
She knew down deep
But the powerful emotions
Controlled her fate

Now alone
Nothing, deprived
Cheated and scarred
She stands mourning
Her lost self
Her selfish desires
Her hope for a future
As already expired
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