talkin bout it

[Rosie]

i hate being alone though. i cant see my best friend, i cant talk to her i cant do anything with her and she's all i had that...she's the only one taht wanted to be around me and i cant see her anymore i'ts not fair.

[Kenfusion]

I hope things have gotten better for you in the months since the previous post.

I just want to share how talking can help. I grew up believeing I would never, ever talk about my SA, that I would just hide it and suffer in silence. Then one night a very close female friend confided in me that she was SA'd and had just started to talk about it openly. Her incredible courage spilled over to me, and I no longer felt the intense shame of my SA, and was able to tell her what had happened to me as well.

If not for that conversation, I might have never said anything to anyone. Also, I currently only tell people I trust very well, or if someone else confides in me, I recipicate.

[kosherpickles]

Anger is part of the healing process. I agree, that it's hard. Having no one makes it really tough, but eventually the anger will turn into something positive.

Stick with it, you are worth the effort. You CAN make a difference and make your life better. I have been where you are, and I can tell you that there is a light at the end of the tunnel.