Past abuse

[Rosie]

No, not the one with my brother. I remembered something else yesterday. I don't like what I remembered but I remember and I'm afraid of saying it on here because I dont remember a whole lot. Just a few things. That's all. I dunno if I should. It's bugging me alot but...should I say it?
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[esmerelda]

Rosie, it would be better to talk about it, then let it fester inside of you. This is probably the safest place to tell about it. Esmerelda
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[Rosie]

i'll try to later.
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[tim2006]

Hi Rosie, i think It doesnt really matter if you dont really rememebr what happened. Its sort of how you feel about it and if it makes you feel bad that is more important than getting all the little details right. There isnt any should about if you post about it or not you dont have to post anything here if you dont want to but the thing is if you feel that it will make you feel better to say some things here that you can post it if you want to. I dont hardly remember any like real details of each time just like of all the times sort of mixed up but that doesnt really stop me feeling bad about it all. i dont feel less worse just because of I dont remember something properly.

My computer isnt working anymore and I can only come to the internet when I can come to the library after work. i miss talking to you and I hope you are ok.

Tim

[sylvia]

it's up to you, whether or not you want to talk about it here. i have felt the safety and caring of those here though, and know that you have too. so, if you feel want to ever share, even if you don't remember it all, we're here, and whatever you want to share is ok.

Tim has said it really well, as has Esmeralda. I'm just saying "ditto"!

(((Rosie)))

--sylvia

[Rosie]

I was about five or so and...well...we had a baby sitter. my sis wasn't potty trained yet. she had an accident on the baby sitter's wicker furniture. Kathy, the babysitter, locked my sis in the bathroom with the light off. one time the rest of the kids went out to mcdonald's with her husband and she made me eat a huge pot of cheeseburger macaroni. i threw up on her bed and she got mad. she yelled and screamed and spanked me really hard and made me clean the bed then took me to the bathroom and pulled my h air and made me gag.
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[PurpleSky]

Hugs Rosie!

Purple_Sky

[Rosie]

thanks. *hugs back*
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[kindofshad]

hang in there Rosie! I know its hard recovering abuse memories, but it seems it must come out.

* hugs Rosie really tight, while singing her a lullaby*

[Rosie]

thanks...*hugs back just cuz she wants too and desperatly needs arms around her*
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