Did this mess up my life?

Roseless · Posted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 4:40 pm Post subject:

my brain's not that good. it gets the words not the music...that's the hard part to do. i mean when u write something all mean and full of hatred or whatever then it's easy because you know how you want it to go but if it's kinda depressing and slow sorta thing it's hard...for me anyway...

nope never watched it. hmmm...as a matter of fact the only show i've ever watched that i sorta liked was Speak. but then that ended with the girl throwing acid in the rapist eyes so...ya...hmmm...ok....
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ivonne · Posted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 12:51 am Post subject:

Well I suppose you can get someone else to write the music to it huh... someone who's brain specializes in that...

I went to the movies today... Pirates of the caribbean, part two. I liked it, I like Johnny Depp...

later,
Ivonne
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Roseless · Posted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 6:00 am Post subject:

i got the words...i'll post them tomorrow.

everyone likes Johnny Depp... Very Happy

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moon · Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:39 pm Post subject:

Hi Roseless,
I wouldn't say that the abuse ruined my life but it certainly damaged it, sometimes in subtle ways that took me ages to see. I wish I had confronted this at the time it happened or at least before I got to 30. So the fact that you're on this forum now suggests that you may be able to heal sooner than those who don't address the issue until later in life.

I went to hear "Death Cab for Cutie" this weekend; a lot of their songs are about the pain of love. But love can also be full of joy.

moon

Roseless · Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 6:03 am Post subject:

well, i'm not sure about it still. Kinda feels like he took so much away without leaving much for me until i told. I even have weird habits that i will not mention...but stuff that became a habit that i can't stop...cuz it's a habit. feels like he's still forcing me to do things...but i dont know. not sure if he really messed up my life or not.
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It's gonna be alright,
it's gonna be okay
just hold on tight
and let it all go away. - Melissa Etheridge, Mercy